tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post6207706719318036471..comments2023-06-22T06:56:08.652-04:00Comments on The Nature In Us: How God Chose My Husbandsharingsunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-28941516276212284982013-09-06T11:37:56.640-04:002013-09-06T11:37:56.640-04:00I don't know that God has a specific mate for ...I don't know that God has a specific mate for each of us. It goes along with the free will attribute. For some there is a destiny calling for a specific person, but destinies are individual plans and purpose for life. <br /><br />Maybe the best way to ponder this is a phrase that one wise elderly gentlemen in a church we went to in 1982. He said, "WHEN IN DOUBT, DON'T!" So it's about what you "know in your knower." <br /><br />One Scripture describes this: "Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful." (Col. 3:15) As we offer thanksgiving for blessings around us and praise God for who He is, our spirits will align with Him and you will know which way to go. Consider Isaiah 30:21: "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.”sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-10348792621735737152013-09-05T20:32:08.903-04:002013-09-05T20:32:08.903-04:00This comment has been removed by the author.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-414419214020535652013-09-05T18:04:43.431-04:002013-09-05T18:04:43.431-04:00This comment has been removed by the author.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-39575184679405859882013-09-04T21:01:16.629-04:002013-09-04T21:01:16.629-04:00God always lets us choose because He made us with ...God always lets us choose because He made us with freewill so we could choose to obey or not. Adam chose not to obey God and although God had created a Paradise for His Creation, He stood by His design for freewill and the entire Universe now suffers for it. But God will not lie or call "Kings X" when things don't go His desired way.<br /><br />Jer. 17:9 says, "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" By our heart, we often mean what we are feeling and feelings should never dictate any decision. Our 5 senses are necessary for life on earth, but our spirit is the part of us that is supposed to rule in this life, so that we make the right choices based on Truth and not emotions.<br /><br />Confusion will keep us from being able to hear God. It's not that He's not communicating with us, but we simply aren't tuned in to receive it. We must come to a place where we can truthfully say, "Whatever thy will is, Lord. I do not want my own way, but Your way for my life." You can still choose against the way that you think God is leading. It won't keep Him from loving you and wanting a relationship with you. God IS love ... He doesn't just love, He IS love, so you can't drive Him away no matter what you do. Jesus died for your sins before you ever committed them, so they have all been under that blood shed for you ... past, present and future sins, all forgiven. It is finished. <br /><br />Often we focus too much on our earthly mate when we haven't come to the point where if it's only God that we love through our entire life, it will be okay. We were created to love and fellowship with God. That was His purpose for us. He desired love and to give love. When He becomes our all in all, we will be able to discern everything so much better and not live in confusion. :-)sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-8772345952551446422013-07-22T12:44:25.943-04:002013-07-22T12:44:25.943-04:00I definitely think you're on the right track! ...I definitely think you're on the right track! Knowing God FIRST is the most important relationship you can form and recognizing that you can work on YOU while God prepares your perfect match is a great focus to have ... (and that never means that the person is perfect .. God still perfects us through our husbands :-)<br /><br />Seems the folks I've seen succeed and maintain the best weight loss have chosen a specific number of calories a day and then they eat good foods, but allow themselves a treat now and them. The key is that portion size is reduced. There are electronic calorie counters. My husband did this method to get rid of his extending belly. <br /><br />Prior to this method, he would lose it in summer and then put it right back on in winter. Couldn't go too far because we made a vow to not change clothing sizes so we wouldn't need to buy clothes until they wore out. Just one of our many budget tips that provided a great side benefit of never being able to get very far overweight. But as you know with men, those pants and belts can slip under that belly and they can get pretty far along before the seams start to stretch at the pockets. LOL<br /><br />Obviously it makes the grocery budget go a lot further also. The only flaw in this is for addictions. Specific foods that your flesh/mind can't do without (or so it tells you). Chocolate was my downfall and in 1998 I said this is it! There was no moderation with me and chocolate so I gave it up with God's power behind it. See my blog post: <a href="http://www.thenatureinus.com/2009/11/my-no-chocolate-anniversary.html" rel="nofollow"><b>My No-Chocolate Anniversary</b></a><br /><br />Can't wait to hear how it all comes about when you meet that super duper guy! sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-11452990149572473952013-07-22T07:34:30.308-04:002013-07-22T07:34:30.308-04:00Donna.. How beautiful you are in Jesus to" h...Donna.. How beautiful you are in Jesus to" help" one another in the way you are. I've been married and divorced.. and ever since, about 4 years, have been praying for the Godly man God is preparing for me. Being the one to divorce over a lonley, platonic like marriage... I felt undeserving of true Godly given love in a 2nd marriage. I haven't been as faithful in His promise, with worry and doubt, but I've been praying for His guidance and to "be still in Him.." and simply let go and let God work on the man for me while I work on me. The one thing I noticed is that when I stopped to lean on Him, I read the Bible searched and even found YOU.. my sister in Christ who totally (thru Him) gave me such extra encouragement - I can't even tell you, except I'm bubbling over with joy thanking God, and have peace about it. I also thank God for ALL the other sisters in Christ who struggle with me for their Blessings of encouragement and wisdom thru Jesus. It's amazing how if we just let go, God actually WILL CARRY US.. <br />Please do pray for me too if you get a chance.. I'm also a bit overweight and that can't help much, grin.. Working on it though! :). May God continue to bless you and yours all yours days.. A.WAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-7068350629563715232013-07-17T08:19:30.362-04:002013-07-17T08:19:30.362-04:00I understand about asking for a "sign" s...I understand about asking for a "sign" since Jesus said in Matt. 16:4 and 12:39 that "a wicked and adulterous generation looks for a sign ..." God wants relationship with us - intimate relationship so that we know when we hear His voice. Jesus wanted Israel to see their Messiah by what He was speaking and the things He was doing. A sign wouldn't have made a difference for them. They were into religion and the law, not relationship.<br /><br />Sometimes the devil gets in the way of providing signs when we ask for them. John 14:26 says, "But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in My name, He shall teach you all things." We live in a world where people don't quiet themselves down enough to hear God. "Be still and know" (Ps. 46:10) and Jer. 29:13 informs us that "You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart."<br /><br />For me those are much more sure promises of Truth than a sign. :-) I pray this will enlighten your spirit to your next step in relationship with Him. We grow in this throughout our entire lives and never arrive, but the key is to stay on the path of seeking Him with all of our heart. He never hides from us and He always understands our longings for a life partner ... but maybe that longing should first focus on being truly His so that you can truly be somebody else's helpmeet.<br /><br />Thanks for visiting the blog and commenting! May God's peace reign in your heart and mind! Love and Hugs, Donnasharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-79800822423418213862013-07-16T21:51:31.271-04:002013-07-16T21:51:31.271-04:00Dear Donna, your life story is inspiring and makes...Dear Donna, your life story is inspiring and makes me to really wanna trust and wait on God the more.I've had two failed relationships of 3 and 4 years respectively, now I'm trusting God to lead me to my husband and to be found by him, but sometimes confused about asking for signs and being sure that it is God and not just my heart that is deceived. There is this guy that presently matched the sign I asked for but I'm not yet sure if I can give in, would it be wrong if I ask God for another sign? Would it not amount to doubting God and thereby sinning against him? May you remain blessed ma. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-33836732393269642592012-11-15T18:11:43.798-05:002012-11-15T18:11:43.798-05:00Sounds like you've got a lot of wisdom already...Sounds like you've got a lot of wisdom already for your age. God is obviously speaking to you and you are willing to listen. How much more abundant life is when we learn to listen at such a young age. I wish I could say that was so for me. I wasn't even saved at 20 and had no interest in God at all. Talk about mistakes .... :-)<br /><br />You've also got a good head on your shoulders with the goals you listed. You will be a woman of virtue for a truly great man. God wants to give us the best and when we're willing to watch and wait for that, we are rewarded with more than we can think or imagine.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-56302342672603750212012-11-14T21:39:55.573-05:002012-11-14T21:39:55.573-05:00Donna,
I was really touched by your story! I'm...Donna,<br />I was really touched by your story! I'm 20,single, and asking God to choose the man He has for me to marry. I'm learning to be content where God has me in the meantime. I used to be so focused on finding "the one" it worried my parents. I would jump into relationships without seeking God on the matter. I made a lot of mistakes along the way like thinking finding my husband would make all my dreams come true.Slowly, I'm trusting God and letting Him lead my life. <br /><br />I know I have a lot of maturing to do (continue my education, be financially stable, learn house duties and improve my cooking skills, etc) and want to learn more about myself before God sends my husband into my life. I don't know if he's in my life now or will arrive later, but I'm continually trusting God show him to be in His timing. I don't want to meet the guy and fall in love like they do in the movies. I want my husband to be a man after God's heart and be to be my friend first and then develop a relationship. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-25129453775980305982012-09-05T07:49:58.809-04:002012-09-05T07:49:58.809-04:00That's an incredible story and I think you'...That's an incredible story and I think you're well on your way to being a virtuous woman by trusting our Papa to fulfill His promises. We have to believe the Word above all else. It's the believing that brings it to pass and believing is easy when we know how much God loves us. Too many people and Christians don't know how good God is because they are still seeing Him in the Old Testament. We have a new covenant through Christ and God has always been love. <a href="http://www.awmi.net/extra/article/nature_god" rel="nofollow">This is a great article</a> that dabbles a bit on the matter. There's a link to listen to the entire series of <a href="http://www.awmi.net/extra/audio/1002" rel="nofollow">The True Nature of God</a> also.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-56620456571176483402012-09-05T06:00:14.048-04:002012-09-05T06:00:14.048-04:00Tnks Donna, dis is sooo inspiring. Recently I beca...Tnks Donna, dis is sooo inspiring. Recently I became a bit scared and nervous cos most of my friends were getin marid. Im 27, blessed wit beauty and hav a sucessful career as a lawyer but iv neva dated anyone in my entire life which many of my friends see as weird or simply dat i hav a problem. They beliv d myth dat its hard for a female lawyer to get a husband wen she is above 30( im African). D truth is i told God many years ago dat d man i will eva date should be my husband. Wen d recent doubts as to d choices i made came up, God comforted me by leadin me to ISAIAH 34:16 "...non will be without its mate. God has given the command so his spirit will gather them together"(ncv).<br />This greatly gave me renewed assurance and trust plus d fact dat God showed me how he has been workin and is stil workin on many areas of my life and wen i look at d old me, i no i would hav suffered a lot of heartbreaks and messed up relationships by now were it not for d decision i took. Rite now i no singlehood is not a curse, im enjoyin every moment, givin my time to d work of God and humanity while coperatin wit Him to mould me into a virtous woman whose spirit will be guided to 'd one' in God's own perfect time.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-70424140044324060962012-08-27T07:46:17.097-04:002012-08-27T07:46:17.097-04:00Beautiful story! I know I've heard you tell it...Beautiful story! I know I've heard you tell it before but I didn't remember all of the details! Just makes me smile. Creative Art Expressionshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11045223286525001922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-59180038575998221262012-07-02T20:23:28.008-04:002012-07-02T20:23:28.008-04:00Praise the Lord ... your message is anointed too! ...Praise the Lord ... your message is anointed too! :-) Thank you for encouraging all who visit and for so faithfully waiting on the Lord while you bask in His presence and experience the joy and peace only our Father can bring to our hearts and soul. Bless you for taking the time to add your words.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-59165721581640073122012-07-02T20:06:33.327-04:002012-07-02T20:06:33.327-04:00Praise the Lord! This is such an anointed page.
I...Praise the Lord! This is such an anointed page. <br />It is so easy to get caught up in the expectations we put on somebody else to be our God given husband. The truth is, we will only ever know if a man is right for us when God tells us, so if the Lord doesn't tell us, it's not meant to be. <br />We need to bask in his presence. Overwhelm ourselves and excite ourselves with the truth of God, and that is, he is Amazing! He is completely For us, always with us, and always has our best interests waiting and ready for us. He chooses carefully our relationships, as they will one day share in our prayers, they need to be perfect and ready. He is blessing, training, anointing, preparing, lifting, moulding, painting and inspiring your man - so wait in patience, for this IS for YOUR best interest. In times of loneliness, curiosity, impatience, restlessness - ask God for another blessing in your life. Engage yourself in more mission work, volunteer yourself for his Glory, keep your self busy, worship 24/7, cook for others, bless others. Time spent with the Lord is never wasted. We are here to serve. We have been given our daily bread, now eat sisters. If you are searching for Love, let me tell you, there is no greater love than the Love that comes from Jesus. <br />I'm a single Lady, waiting for my husband. I KNOW God will bring him at the most perfect time. But first, my quest is to offer all glory and praise to God, who sent his Son to die for me, so I could live in Freedom and be reunited with HIM in the beauty of Heaven. <br />Please pray for me as I wait for my Husband. Yes, I struggle too, I admit this, but then I give it to my Jesus. The Lord is my rock, I will lean on him in times of trouble and wait for HIS Blessings. I pray we all share ourselves completely with our Father.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-84613553204225213892012-06-15T09:01:24.073-04:002012-06-15T09:01:24.073-04:00Thank YOU for encouraging many! It's very eas...Thank YOU for encouraging many! It's very easy to get to the place where what we want is an idol and it's very evident if we think we can't live well without it. Our spirit and soul will never be satisfied with life from any human ... we must first find our ALL in Him. It's how we were created. Thank you for sharing your learned wisdom with others. Father, bless this Godly woman with the man You want her to have.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-7350340535936254312012-06-15T06:57:25.808-04:002012-06-15T06:57:25.808-04:00Thank you for sharing and encouraging many singles...Thank you for sharing and encouraging many singles out there like myself who have been waiting a long time. I believe there are always lessons during the wait. I spent almost 3 years waiting for someone because of 'signs' I THOUGHT were from God. But after no fruit came out of it, I realised I had been deceived because of my own strong desire for the relationship. My desire for a partner had become an idol.. it was taking centreplace in my thoughts and prayers. Christ was not my centre. Our Father can certainly lead us with signs, my key lesson from my painful experience is this:<br /><br />If you are full of worry and anxiety about a relationship or a potential relationship, be VERY cautious about asking for signs, because we women are likely to interpret anything and everything as a sign confirming what WE want! I believe the enemy takes advantage of our desire for the love of a man because matters of the heart tend to consume us, often causing us to take our eyes off Jesus.<br /><br />I am now learning how to wait on my Father, feed on Jesus' love and most importantly, REST. In the meantime, I told the Lord I'm taking a break from signs. :)<br /><br />I pray the the Lord will bless all these precious single daughters of His who have posted here with a man who loves Him and loves them.<br /><br />Thank you Donna for taking time to encourage many.<br /><br />L.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-7002007820023664932012-05-31T10:36:50.122-04:002012-05-31T10:36:50.122-04:00What a blessed comment. Thank you for dropping by...What a blessed comment. Thank you for dropping by and sharing your wisdom and commitment to Jesus first. Sadly Hollywood does rule with many people's decisions in many areas of life. But that's because the church has become a "theater" where one person directs and speaks, and the rest file in to partake and leave. The body of Christ was never meant to be in such a structure and never was in the original New Testament church for hundreds of years. It implies we are only spectators, not participants and Ephesians 4 tells us different. The church today as a whole has little on discipleship as Jesus instructed. <br /><br />Titus 2 tells us to: "Teach the older men to be temperate, worthy of respect, self-controlled, and sound in faith, in love and in endurance. Likewise, teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good. Then they can train the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God. Similarly, encourage the young men to be self-controlled."<br /> <br />Those are not the ways of our world/church today and sadly the entire family looks to the media for direction, which the devil freely provides. The Word has been misinterpreted when talking about wives being subject to husbands, and wives have swung in the opposite direction for lack of love and nurturing. Eph. 5:22 tells us we must submit to our husbands, but it's not a one-way street. This is certainly a topic to be discussed with any potential marriage partner. There's a good commentary on this verse that should be studied for this topic: <a href="http://www.awmi.net/bible/eph_05_22" rel="nofollow">Ephesians 5:22</a>.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-71050475923962947582012-05-31T04:16:46.340-04:002012-05-31T04:16:46.340-04:00God Bless you Donna and your wonderful soulmate al...God Bless you Donna and your wonderful soulmate also. I thoroughly enjoyed your article. I will also recommend one on the same page I found yours: "How to Recognize the Husband Sent By the Devil." Christians need to know that we are not of this world. We cannot chose like the Hollywood lot. We cannot choose based on emotions. The most disobeyed commandment is "Tarry." That is for people who truly follow Christ. The sad thing in churches is that persons who spent years in Lodebar, when we get saved expect God to stop what He is doing to "make us happy." Questions: 1. Have we purged ourselves from the weaknesses of this world sufficiently? Only God knows that. Are we prepared and as you mentioned "baked enough" for God's purpose? God gives the best--when we are prepared. He prepares the best and He gives the best. How do we prepare: Seek ye first, not second, not third--the kingdom of God and His ways of doing things and then after that, everything will be added. He will direct our paths. Wonderful inspiration you are. God would never give a serpent if we ask for a fish.<br /><br />Bless you all who wait patiently on God. Sowing ( a timely donation to a struggling couple ) also moves the heart of God. After all, faith without works is dead. I am sure there are couples who walk or take the bus to your church. God will direct you to give a ride to a couple who live either near you or on the same route. The Kingdom of God is based on sowing and reaping-- not only on asking.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-55064770692313187282012-05-29T09:43:47.982-04:002012-05-29T09:43:47.982-04:00Thanks a lot.Your story is not just a story,it has...Thanks a lot.Your story is not just a story,it has got the anointing of God on it.Holy spirit led me here.And very happy i came.Thank you and God bless you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-83895977542599906322012-05-24T11:54:26.817-04:002012-05-24T11:54:26.817-04:00Thank you for sharing, you've inspired me.Thank you for sharing, you've inspired me.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-31345939503878183752012-05-14T09:19:35.613-04:002012-05-14T09:19:35.613-04:00I think you're on the right track. If you tru...I think you're on the right track. If you truly want God to choose your mate, He will have no problem getting it done. When we get mentally and emotionally involved we lose perspective. The verse that comes to mind is to "delight yourself in Him and He will give you the desires of your heart." (Ps. 37:4) What God wants most of all is a love relationship with us. That's why He created man in the first place. He delights in the prosperity of His servants (Ps. 35:7), so He wants good for us. I'm sure you've already thought of "seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." (Mt. 6:33). The devil can't keep us from salvation ... but he sure can mess up our walk with God with his deceit and wrong thoughts. While your mind is on this person, you could miss the "one" walking by and delay the whole deal. It's work, but we can keep our minds in neutral and let God be God and direct our paths daily. That would be my prayer throughout the day ... direct my paths, Lord. I want to walk only in Your footsteps! May you find peace in the midst of His arms and may His love totally overwhelm you!sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-72168042017564071662012-05-13T12:35:14.448-04:002012-05-13T12:35:14.448-04:00hi Donna!
i have been looking for testimonies lik...hi Donna! <br />i have been looking for testimonies like this to strengthen me. i had recurring dreams about a certain young man so i asked God what it meant and a voice kept telling me the boy is supposed to be my life partner. i asked for a special sign from God just like eliezar did during a retreat. immediately i stepped out of the retreat venue, d first thing that happened was the sign i had asked God for......<br />i was overwhelmed. <br />after several years the young man made contact with me but we had a fight and went our separate ways.<br />a lot of other signs kept coming up too. for instance, one day as i walked along and decided to marry a different person than the dream guy, a man i didnt know came up to me and advised that i marry the other man.....ie the dream man.<br />i get so discouraged. i used to feel God was perfecting us for each other but right now i just feel so confused cos i feel the guy strongly dislikes me. <br />this is one of the greatest challenges to my faith. <br />i have severally tried to forget this guy and start out on my own but each time, i remember him again the cycle of worry and doubt begins again.<br />i feel very tired and frustrated and that comes from anxiety i feel about this.<br />i want to stop planning for God. i just want it to happen without any physical or mental effort from me.<br />i am tired of asking for signs because 1million may not make me believe.<br />i am exhausted. i just want to live my life and not have to worry about him anymore till God's will is done.<br />i need to stop trying to be so good or perfect for him or trying to let him see how good i might be.<br />i've asked God to sort his candidate out and when they are ready, they can reach me. or maybe i'm the one who needs sorting out.<br />i hate to be a complainer. i pray i ses my promise land!!!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-18632687639239471592012-04-16T06:55:27.591-04:002012-04-16T06:55:27.591-04:00You do some good pondering with the Lord. I liste...You do some good pondering with the Lord. I listened to a spiritual message a few days ago about discerning God's will and it mentioned we hear God spirit to spirit .. not through our minds. What we sense by instinct and what we have a peace about should rule what we do. "And let the peace of God rule in your hearts" - Col. 3:15. Maybe imagining yourself married and getting a sense of how that feels would help you to know/decide what direction to take? Here's the <a href="http://www.awmi.net/extra/audio/1030" rel="nofollow">audio series on Hearing God</a> that I was listening to. Here's <a href="http://www.awmi.net/extra/article/gods_voice" rel="nofollow">an article on Hearing God</a> that gives you some of the high points also. What a blessing to read of somebody who has found satisfaction in our Father to the extent that you have.sharingsunshinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07275158327616370321noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3973985529100174047.post-63786496701644978152012-04-16T05:57:08.099-04:002012-04-16T05:57:08.099-04:00It's 2:48am and I'm up thinking about the ...It's 2:48am and I'm up thinking about the husband that God has for me. I'm a 38 year old virgin. I'm not lonely or saddened by being and living alone. I have a friend , we've been courting (dating) some time... I guess I'm wondering about time frames. If God meant for us to be would this process take this long? I too have a list and have had a list for years and well that was one reason why I kept dating him and keeping my eyes on Kingdom business but, a part of me wonders if I'm blocking a blessing in others. I say this because three months ago we decided to only date each other and for the first time in forever I do feel a little lonely at times. God does grant me comfort and I find myself seeking Him more so it causes me to believe the Lords pruning me. I just don't know - this morning I'm in quest and question and questioning. I just don't know. And because it's a man who finds a good thing (wife) do I even have clearance to be in wuestion?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com